It's never too late,It's never too early
Have you been there,suffocated,tired, crying when no one's around
felt so alone,misunderstood,pressured,tricked and weak
even if you told someone you trust about it, whatever they say wont make much difference
you feel your hands tied behind your back as you fall on your face again,again and again
you're all bruised up but you stand up again only to fall one more time, have you been there ?
how much I wish it was physical injuries rather than emotional torment, pain of the body tends to heal
pain of the heart only digs deeper until you hit rock bottom. it makes you doubt yourself and everyone.
it's paralyze.
Yet it can be defeated,and I think I've got a glimpse of that truth,I'm talking about myself
I've went through rough times,times when no one can hear me,and even if anyone did whatever response they would make; won't change a thing,I've waited for people to make things better,but then i realized it's not in their hands and that I'm
-- left alone to build my own wall of happiness
why is it a wall.because it's a collection of bricks you must have and build up to a solid stand
why is it a wall;because it will separate you from that emotional torment, makes you get rid of that dead weight that have making your shoulders sore
forget the world for an instant,or for two weeks
that's what I did,wherever you are or at whatever point,you need a pause,it's easy to feel outpaced and overwhelmed by everything while your peers are handling everything so easily,you begin to doubt yourself and your self esteem starts to diminish then envy starts to feed on your soul. handling oneself isn't as easy as people make it look,it's so much work,sweat and tears but that is nothing if you repeated your mistakes,learn from what is happening to you,what's happening to others,then mark your weakness on a piece of paper,make a target to shoot each and every one of them down,make another target to indulge in improving oneself.
and then work on those you pointed out. otherwise it's meaningless and you are only in a pause.
Fearless living
you are so afraid that you forgot to live,you are watching the deadline coming closer that you wasted your last hours in a panic
what is the point of being scared. everything is going to be over anyway. can you change that? then why are you afraid of something that isn't in your hands. did you forget Allah,don't you think he got it all in control and he knows what he's doing, he doesn't 'mess-up' so whatever lays ahead he got it,Pray and live fearlessly,you've got nothing to be afraid of.
Simply,do what makes you comfortable
being comfortable is the basic foundation to my wall,don't bare or tolerate people you don't like,things you hate to do or simply how a certain person treats you,stand tall and point it out to them loud and clear,do not settle for less.
collect those bricks,build up your wall,life is worth living but nothing is worth being unhappy with it.
find your way.