Oct 07, 2006 05:09
well its been a while since i been here what can i say but that everything went to hell i sometimes wounder what else could happen but then im glad im still alive well i crasheed twice this year i found out that the one i really loved is the one i let go.......... you know what i hate about this that im here alone with out that friend i had once i hate that there is not a day in my life where i dont stop and think about her i hate that i have to pertend that im ok but i guess its all for the best..i go back to school next semester and my sister comes back from iraq in 14 days and then my other sister leaves to paris in january i wanna leave i wanna go to sleep but theres times that i just wanna be