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[navyromero]

so im finaly taking the big step im leaving el paso, im moving to roswell to et experince as a security person .....i couldnt have picked a better time it seems like everything is going bad here. i wanna go see what i can do with something i love so much i also wanna move because i think its best for me and liz's relationship i saw her kissing someone else she made out with anna infront of me wow i never really thought she would hurt me this bad but she did and well it only helped me realize that what im doing is not right i mean i neglect my freind ships because i think shes all i have i love her so much but the pain she gives hurts so much that i wanna kill my self i wanna be num to any pain why do i do this to my self why ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
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