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[navyromero]

I want to KNOW WHY FAMILY ALWAYS GIVE YOU THIS BIG HOPE BUT JUST AS EASY THEY TAKE IT AWAY FIRST MY SISTER CALLED ME YESTERDAY AND TOLD ME SHE WANTED TO SEE ME SO I GO OVER AND LITTLE DO I KNOW EVERYONES THERE AND IM LIKE WHAT THE FUCK SO EVERYONES HAVING POSOLE THAT MY GRAMA MADE I DONT KNOW IF ALL YOU GUYS KNOW MY LITTLE SISTER IS IN THE ARMY AND WELL SHES GOING TO IRAQ I REALLY NEVER WANT TO SAY THIS BUT I HATE IT I HATE HOW NOW IM ALL WORRIED WHAT IF I DONT SPEEND ENOUGH TIME WITH HER. I HATE IT IM AN IDIOT I HAVE BEEN AVOIDING HER BECAUSE I THINK WELL MAYBE ITS NOT TRUE. I WILL NEVER TELL HER THIS BUT I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HER NOT TO GO I SAY I WOULDNT SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE SHE TELLS ME THAT SHE WOULDNT GIVE IT UP SHE SEES THIS AS AN EXPLORING MISSION AND WHAT KIND OF SISTER WOULD I BE IF IM THERE BRINGING HER DOWN SO ANYWHO WERE THERE AT THE HOUSE AND WE WENT TO MY OTHER SISTERS ROOM THE ROOM WHERE WE ALL SHARED AT ONCE WE STARTED TALKING AND REMENISING ABOUT OLD TIMES THEN MY SISTER BIA THE ARMY ONE SAYS YOU KNOW GUYS THAT I LOVE YOU RIGHT AND THAT IM GONNA BE GONE FOR ALMOST A YEAR THEN MY OTHER SISTER STARTED CRYING AND I JUST STOOD THERE AND LOOKED AT HER AND THOUGHT OH FUCK MAN THIS SHIT IS REALLY HAPPENING IT SCARES ME BECAUSE SHES GOING TO ONE OF THE 3 MOST DANGEROUS PLACES RIGHT NOW FOR SOLDIERS. YOU KNOW MY BIG HOPE WAS PLEASE BIA TELL ME YOUR NOT GOING BUT JUST LIKE THAT MY HOPE WENT AWAY I HATE IT .....IM SORRY CRYSS THAT I DIDNT GO WITH YOU BUT AFTER THAT I REALLY DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO I HATE NOT BEEN ABLE TO CHANGE SHIT IN OTHER NEWS I GOT A JOB AT THE COLLEGE BOOKSTORE ITS TEMP FOR A WEEK BUT FUCK IT YOU GOTTA DO WHAT YOU GOTTA DO!!!!!!!! IM OUT GONNA SEE IF MY SIS IS UP NOW LATERS



p.s BIA IS THE ONE IN PURPLE THAT WAS RIGHT BEFORE SHE LEFT FOR BOOTCAMP THE ONE IN BLACK IS MY COUSIN XITLALI WHO LIVES IN ITALY.