I Hate Life
I hate life, and the feelings mutual. I've been strong for so long now. I can't anymore. the pain has taken over. this past week was hell week. i have nothing. AND WHY?!? cuz I am NOTHING. don't belive me, ask my parents. they raised me, they should know right?!? I'm left hating myself. Hating my life. I am an asshole, i'm a fuck up, i'm a good for nothing. and I'm just taking up the oxygen that some other good "guy" could need. Everyone wants me to talk. I just want to stop all this pain. Give me a knife, a drink, a smoke, a pill, or a heater. I don't care. When ur nothing, ur always nothing. No matter what you do. So get away from me. All of you, just leave me. you'll only get fucked up around me. Just go.