Well its not over...
Miscarriages are not fun. I feel bad for everyone who has to go through them now that I'm going through the experience. I had no idea what it was like before, obviously.
How are you suppose to feel fishing around the toilet, collecting "stuff" with a rubber glove on, and having to put the "stuff" in a plastic container to take to the doctor the next day?
Then you do that only to find out that its just some cervical tissue and the sac, embryo, and placenta are still in there after getting prodded again with an ultrasound....like I freaking know the difference when I've never had a miscarriage or been pregnant before. So on the next fishing adventure tonight due to the pills, I have to now feel/squeeze the "stuff" to make sure it is what it is. And repeat the process for tomorrow.
And if that doesn't work tonight...then its a D & C tomorrow.
What an emotional mindfuck.
I'm doing ok though. Its just weird, gross, weird, sad, gross.