Tonight, the heartache's on me...
The heartache is really setting in right now. Every time I see him, my heart sinks and I can feel it hurting. The phrase "having a broken heart" is actually real, when you hurt so bad that you actually get an ache in your heart, it's real... I noticed it today when he walked in the door after getting home from work. He looked at me and smiled and my heart just felt like it was about to stop working, just die right there. I wanted to cry but I didn't want him to see me hurting. I wish I could just get over him and move on with things. I love him so much, but I have done so much to deserve this.