Did i mention i want you dead?

[navy_ravenlacra]

I really hoped this was fake, but i guess it's exactly how i feel (excuse grammer, spelling, and overall crappiness)

Mummy and Daddy might be fooled;
But i'm not... i'm not.
Ever since i was a little kid,
i've seen you but your crystal meth,
drink yourself half to death,
with the money to take me home,
you left there, in the dark,
once more alone,
it's not like you cared...

Did i mention i want you dead?
So when i see you popping pills...
i've learnt not to turn my weary head
not to even blink at you
just to sit there and pray, (but to who?)
i've never wanted to see you hurt

Did i mention i want you dead?
Maybe then i could go to bed
and once and for all rest my head
without the overwhelming dread
to wake up and realise
you've taken off once more
to wonder if this time
you're dead.