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first of all i will start off by sayin yes it was retarded of me to try to end this journal, but i guess i hav found out that it wouldnt b so ez to continue w.o it. well i dont know how to say thins, but i guess it jus hard initially when u move some where new n dont know anything or any1 very well. my unsucessful attempt was in tryin to isolate myself, but that obviously didnt help. but i guess puttin on anything elz right now would b a waste of ur time, so ill not get into the details, but one thing is for sure the last few days hav been kinda rough for me hence the stupid measures taken earlier.