You'd betta
You better hold onto that spot, girl.
Stay put
Make nice, behave.
There isn't anything for you out there,
Nobody.
You can't hack it. You can't hold the pieces together.
Defective.
It's you. It's something with you.
A stink.
You can't "good intentions" away from that foulness
"So sorry, but I can't. I know you're trying. It's not that.
I can't.
It's really foul and making me unwell."
Your mom smelled it, your sister smelled it, your brother smelled it, your dad smelled it, teachers (yours), teachers (theirs) kids and ladies in the PTA. Everywhere you go, every time you open your mouth the stink comes pouring out of you. This is not a "make yourself smaller" thing, you need to stay awayyyy.
You betta hide,
unless you have something to barter
stay in that spot