May 07, 2006 02:23
I have an important messsage to wrtie. And I need to note that I'm smashed.
I recently wrote that I was not drinking because I ended up a crying mess. I update my lj when I'm drunk and it's not even readable. CASE IN POINT!
I drink until I'm exhausted and then I start thingking. And because i"m exhausted it all seems so pertinent. But I'm drunk so it can't be, right!?!
I'm not doing thisn... Im going to sleep and when i read this on monday morning at work I will beashamed. I'm not this sad right?
I get so sad? Does the drunkennes smake me realize it and stop hiding or does it make something that is small exist in a hyper real enviroment.
rantdonebed