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OH MY GOD!!!!! I have a speech to give on Wednesday. Seriously, it's a big deal. My voice is getting worse and worse. I doubt I'll be able to speak on Wednesday. This is crap. What the heck will I do? It's not fair. I'll be all sad so I'll sound like crap anyways. What if I really have no voice at all? This can't be happening. Why me? Why now? I've always wanted to lose my voice but not right before graduation. And what if I'm crying when I'm giving my speech. I can't cry. This couldn't be any worse...maybe it could. UGH!!!!
In other news I was remembering something from when I was younger. My childhood is honestly something I try to block out but it sneaks in every now and then. People think I have pathetic fears. I used to be scared of putting shirts on. My mom said she remembers. I was terrified of the part where the shirt is covering your face. it scared me cuz I couldn't see and also cuz I thought I might suffocate.
I'm gonna go to school tomorrow. No, I'm not a dork. I just wanna hang out with my teachers. I won't see them again. I still have to make a list of all the teachers I need to see. I'll be so sad. They're all so cool. What's weird is Mr. Rosenbach knows my name. I asked him why and he said cuz he had me as a student. I told him he subed one of my classes once, but that was it. He was surprised.
Guess I'm off. I'm actually engaged in quite an interesting IM conversation right now! ;)
In other news I was remembering something from when I was younger. My childhood is honestly something I try to block out but it sneaks in every now and then. People think I have pathetic fears. I used to be scared of putting shirts on. My mom said she remembers. I was terrified of the part where the shirt is covering your face. it scared me cuz I couldn't see and also cuz I thought I might suffocate.
I'm gonna go to school tomorrow. No, I'm not a dork. I just wanna hang out with my teachers. I won't see them again. I still have to make a list of all the teachers I need to see. I'll be so sad. They're all so cool. What's weird is Mr. Rosenbach knows my name. I asked him why and he said cuz he had me as a student. I told him he subed one of my classes once, but that was it. He was surprised.
Guess I'm off. I'm actually engaged in quite an interesting IM conversation right now! ;)