Jul 27, 2005 15:50
WOW! it has been awhile! almost forever....well not much has really happen i just been working..school is about to start i think we have like 2weeks...scary but im ready im soo sick of being home doing nothing..well now a days ive been keeping busy...but ya...well there is something that has happen to me and i think it is really cool and im excited to see what happpens...i met this guy i met him through a friend(sry) the person knows what im am talking about..but anywho i really like him and he really likes me..and we started going out..but here is the best part..everything about him...well he is 19yrs (i know an older guy) well anywho...he is stationed in TX (in the army) he wil be home in about a month..and he is staying here! he is on medical leave..im really happy..ive never felt this way about anybody..he nothing like any other guy i have ever dated...we talk about everything...we keep nothing from eachother and right now everything seems to be going right for me and it is awesome..ive never felt this way..everyone tells me ive been acting a lil different..i dont know how but ya...anyways...im still working at the oub i know it is amazing! never thought i wouls have it this long but i did..and i found out the other day that people that i work with acctually like me! i know it is soo cool. i didnt think anyone liked me but they do! soo..im excited to go to work now a days..i havent really talked to Jesse much hes called me a couple of times..but im just not all for it anymore...the other day he called me and told me that he loved me at least that is what it sounded like and then when i said what and he just changed the subject...soo..yeah i was a little freaked out about that...im not calling him though and if he calls me i'll talk but im gonna let him know that i have a boyfriend and if he doesnt like it oh well..im sure he wont really care..but im sure he'll get a little jelous...but anyways....i havent talked to Tara at all this summer...i still wounder how she is and stuff sometimes..but im glad she isnt in my life anymore..i feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders..i dont feel stressed..anymore i feel better...i've sort of talked to Phil i talk to him sometime on the internet..but it is short talk nothing much..my summer has been pretty good went by really fast..i hung out with my cuz teresa mostly we kick ass...i want your spicy meaty balls..lol...i had fun...there isnt one thing i would change about my summer...nothing! every bit of it was awesome..from:
Ny
TN
NC
my dads
Teresa
playing pool
pub
guys
alcohol
going back to my moms
shopping
getting my very 1st paycheck
spending my very 1st paycheck in a day
meeting new people
have a 26 yr old black guy like me..dont ask
spending time with cuz Kaitlin
4th of July
how nice was tsleeping in..ohh hat!
SUMMER DRAMA
tanning
beach
erin and tawn
falling asleep while laying out
Isabel
Simon and Ellie
Chrispy and Michael
Jeremy..xoxo
taking sexy photos
driving fireworks..hehe
board walk
movies
fighting
baseball
eating out to din
Dennys in the middle of the night
and i think that is it...there is probably more just cant really think about it...well hope everyone had an AWESOME summer and see ya at school
LOVE, §tephanie