May 30, 2008 19:23
I told her not to ask me what I had done, that I would lie if she asked. She turned colder than I expected; I deserve that. It was not until after she left and I sorted through her emotions that I recalled something she asked of me. Two things she has asked from me, both I agreed to and tonight I ignored one of them. I suppose technically I could be guilty of ignoring both requests but I am not dancing. The other attempts to draw something from me but I won't give it, not until I have my answer first.
The Sheik assures me I have a lot to learn, not only about women but about the way of the universe. I'm beginning to believe I have more to learn than I first thought. At least I have begun my patrols with the Watch. After my cousin's arrest, I trust the message that I am not receptive to bribes will be delivered loud and clear. I probably played with my cousin more than I should have but I now understand violence will not disturb her, nor the threat of such. Her encounters with her fencing instructor have probably blunted that route of intimidation. There are other avenues to pursue but they can wait for a time. I have had some enjoyment but she is just to fill in time between more important pursuits.
There remains a visit to the Rebman Ambassador to attend to; I need to discuss the behaviour of his Captain. He cannot be allowed to run amok within Amber, doing as he pleases. A measure of immunity is conveyed due to his position and his standing, that is to be expected but could prove troublesome. The last thing I desire is an incident between Nationals.
Now I must fashion her emotions into a gift. Perhaps it will appease her. One must learn from their mistakes.