game over
despite every warning from my closest friends. I attempted a relationship that was doomed from the start. sadly I can remember every moment where I was happy and excited over my situation as every day closer it became more and more promising that I could have a wonderfull relationship. But it seems to have slipped through my grasp like grains of sand once again. Morgan is no longer moving out here. She is coming to visit for a month and retunring to ohio for school. So it seems I was dumb and fool hearted to imagine what could have been. When you where your heart on your sleeve its easy to receive harm, and so it did. How I managed to get hurt by some one I only saw for a week and lives thousands of miles away I dont know. But so be it. I get what I deserve once again. fuck.