I dunno??
This is fuckin bullshit...Last night my mom told my grandparents everything bad that I've done...I NEVER would have thought that she would have done that. She always said "naa, Jessy, I don't care." Well aparentally she does or maybe she just had one of those "I am A BIG CHRISTIAN" days of hers again..she does that sometimes but never as bad as this before...My grandparents I don't think have ever hated me as much as they did last night! My mom told them a lot of things that yea were true and that I had done but also soemthings that weren't true. She lost so much trust in me last nite...It used to b that I could talk to her about anything but she just lost all privilages with me talking to her about shit...It's over...I don't want her shit anymore. This morning my grandparents have my old counceler over to fill out some paper work so she can start seeing me again and my grandparents had written down a lot of the things that I had done wrong in the past few weeks/months and set the papers ontop of the refrigerator and My grandpa came upstairs bitchin at me asking me where I put them. I didn't take jack shit!! He was in the kitchen when I woke up this morning it'd b a little hard to steal papers when he's sitting at the damn table wouldn't it? I'd think so...but no aparentally I can do all the un-thinkable bad things....Fuck that and fuck them....Also to make my day so much better...I just found out that Will has to stay up in VA till the 18th of June...I get off being grounded the 12th if they don't ground me longer for the shit my mom told them...Everything in life is just fuckin peachy...Oh well, there's not much that I can do about all this shit so fuck it...I don't even care ne more...I'ma gonna go so u guys don't have to read me bitch anymore! I love you Will...Always and Forever...Talk to ya l8r hopefully.....
*Angel*
*Angel*