Jan 04, 2006 23:51
ok so i pulled it off again. but i really gotta say this shit better not make me cocky cuz if i got caught...WHEN i get caught, i'm sure it will be bad. its the way it always works. its always at the peak of badness when parents walk in. so whew....gotta be prepared for that one.
and i really can't wait to go to college. hmm we had a talk about that today in practice. about how college is so much easier, you don't have to take as many classes as you do in H.S (duh), and its just over all hard work, but the fun kinda hard work. i just can't wait. and i saw a commercial tonight for AIP and i just got excited. as excited as i get on the morning of warped tour. yeah..i know thats a lot.
i'm not sure how or when it came to me, but i now totally see the positive thing in my SAT scores. they gave me SOOOOO much motivation to just kick ass this next semester and prove that those scores don't determine my academic capabilities. and to get in to AIP another way. its now like a challenge that i like, bc i know i can do it, i just have to find the right way to it.