May 21, 2006 09:57
Had my first shift back at the M&C yesterday and I have to admit, I quite enjoyed myself. I really do enjoy working with the public and I don't get the chance to do that at the office job and I realized yesterday how much I miss that interaction. This turn of events makes it pretty much certain that I'll be quitting the job at the call centre. I absolutely hated my first shift. Yeah, I know how rough first shifts can be, and not to judge the job based on one bad day and that in time I may come to like it, but really, just the thought of getting on a phone again to call people and ask for money gives me a tight anxious feeling in my tummy. I feel bad asking people for money, hell, I have a hard time even asking my own parents for money. I know that's the whole point of this job and I shouldn't have applied to it in the first place but I thought it would be easier to ask over the phone than to be face to face with them. I guess I was wrong. Besides, it was a readily available job and I need the money. *sigh* the things we do for money....
I think I'll start looking around for another summer part time job or I might even see if I can pick up extra shifts at the M&C for the summer.
Went to my friend CC's wedding yesterday. It was absolutely beautiful. She was absolutely beautiful. I cried when I saw her. She was so radiant and glowing with happiness. I hope I have that kind of happiness someday.