"So don't you lock up something that you wanted to see fly."

Nov 08, 2012 12:02

It's that time of the year again, when I have to do a bunch of medical exams before my oncological check-up on December. Otherwise known as 'the time of the year when I'm constantly freaking out'. Today I had the first one, a liver ultrasonography. Since 2009 I have an angioma in my liver they have to keep an eye on, and it's sort of like a mole. A scary mole inside my freaking body that I can't check myself. Anyway, the doctor was an old friend of my therapist's, and he was listening to this song on his iPhone when I came in, which helped a lot with my nerves when I had to fight not to burst into a laughter. He did the exam, and found two cysts, and that scared the living hell outside of me, until he specified they're nothing to worry about, just to check them again in two years.

Now that I'm home, the adrenaline is starting to wear off, but holy hell was that scary. So now I'm starving, because I couldn't eat for twelve hours before the exam, and then I was still too nervous to eat. Even Sakura is looking positively edible now, yum yum.

In short, all's well that ends well, my body isn't trying to kill me again, it's a wonderful day and I'm probably going to spend the rest of it eating. :D

real life: cancer

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