Nov 24, 2005 10:17
ive realized that i can no longer act the way that i do. being totally ignorant toward the world and inept. so hence-forth, there shall be a new me.i already started to change a little before last summer, mainly because i was tired of being treated like i was totally brain dead. and thats why i kinda got pissed off at pez last summer when we met her at target, but i guess i was pissed off for no real reason, she didn't know that i decided after cit1 year to come back less retarted. i also want to thank pez, polly, falmbe, dandy, nutty, pepe, tonks, mac, pippin, and mainly sparrow cause eventhough she hated me and i was scared shitless that i would get shanked if i looked her directly in the eye cit 1 year, she showed me that it was ok to be smart and still be accepted by people,(now im crying, cause i mean everyword of this...i love you guys...damn hormones, the one thing im looking forward to getting old is menopause) where i come from no ones smart, except for chai ;), and the few that were, were all loners and no friends and pocket protecters. and thats one of the only things im afraid of is being alone and no one caring and when you die no one notices except for the guys that get rid of your body but then you have no face to them your just a body which they see all day. limp, dead bodies.
on a lighter note. who's reading the da vinci code?...its amazing i love it so much, if your not reading it, do so cause this book is wonderfull. i take it everywhere....ok thats an example of me changed, i really do love this book but two years ago i would of said, "book? whats that? oh yeah the things i stand on to reach the top of my locker." ugh my fingers are so cold..
on a holiday note lol ...turkey day = blah! ... an excuse for americans to eat alot, and not feel bad about it. its like a Congratulatory feast for stealing land and killing the indians, then we give them crappy land that no one wants. so congrats., you sucessfully stole land and are fat and greedy....why do we call it thanksgiving?
i just need to die now cause i suck at life...help?