Assimilation
Today in my one honors class, we were talking about what i thought was going to be another african lunatic. His name is Sanghor, im not sure how you spell it. His basic view is that people assimilate. People must move on in life, but there was a catch. One mustn't move on without keeping their past, family and traditions alive in their heartsand lives. It is actually an interesting topic that he focused about africans. I however moved it into my head about me. I looked at this topic as though it was directed towards my pers[ectives.
I am in a movement right now. I am in that horrible transition where i am going from being a child with very few responsibilities to being an adult. Finding myself. Finding and learning what i want to do with my life.
I know what I want to do. I want to do film buissness. I actually am starting to like it alot. Its alot of fun and im not half bad at it. The problem is this would force me to move far far away from my family. California or miami most liely. This is not normally a problem but i have a bad habbit of hanging on to the past. I like it. People complain about Naugatuck, but I Loved it. I lvoed everything about it. My friends, family and memories. Now i am moving on. I know i am partially feeling these feelings because its new to me and apparently everyone feels them in the beginning of college. But they are so bad that i dont want to leave what i love. I would even consider teaching jkust so i dont have to assimilate so far away! I am forced to choose between two things that i love so much. I dont know what to do. And i know everyone reading this has probably felt this at least once in there life. Supposedly its a tramsition everyone goes through. Well let me say this....THIS TRANSITION SUCKS!
I am in a movement right now. I am in that horrible transition where i am going from being a child with very few responsibilities to being an adult. Finding myself. Finding and learning what i want to do with my life.
I know what I want to do. I want to do film buissness. I actually am starting to like it alot. Its alot of fun and im not half bad at it. The problem is this would force me to move far far away from my family. California or miami most liely. This is not normally a problem but i have a bad habbit of hanging on to the past. I like it. People complain about Naugatuck, but I Loved it. I lvoed everything about it. My friends, family and memories. Now i am moving on. I know i am partially feeling these feelings because its new to me and apparently everyone feels them in the beginning of college. But they are so bad that i dont want to leave what i love. I would even consider teaching jkust so i dont have to assimilate so far away! I am forced to choose between two things that i love so much. I dont know what to do. And i know everyone reading this has probably felt this at least once in there life. Supposedly its a tramsition everyone goes through. Well let me say this....THIS TRANSITION SUCKS!