CAN'T HIDE THE EXCITMENT
So alot has happened. I have been hanging out with this girl Carol for a week plus and we have been getting along really well. On march 30th I asked were does she see us. Long story short, we are dating. I have also come to a horrible realization that I AM THE WORST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD!! lol. Carol-Anne Lauer is a wonderful woman with so much patience for me. I am the dorky little God loving freak and she is a beautiful amazment. I have to be honest that the pressure I am feeling is killing me. How much patience can one person have? Im terrified this is gunna end before it starts because I dont know how to handle myself with woman. The best advice people can give me is..."be urself..or ...loosen up" . NO SHIT! lol easier said than done for me....Honestly though i am a horrible boyfriend. She was sick and as I was leaving her house i said this..."Am I supposed to hug you or sumthin?" lol WHO SAYS THAT? Even I took a step back and asked myself if i rele just said that.
We went clubbing last friday night. Yes me...We danced or.."grinded"..umm ya i umm got used to it eventually. I like dancing with her im just not a good dancer. She is amazing.
Well im not gunna go on any further but you get the picture
CAROL=AMAZING BEAUTY BRETT=NOT AMAZING BEAUTY
I really Carol and I hope so bad this works out well.
We went clubbing last friday night. Yes me...We danced or.."grinded"..umm ya i umm got used to it eventually. I like dancing with her im just not a good dancer. She is amazing.
Well im not gunna go on any further but you get the picture
CAROL=AMAZING BEAUTY BRETT=NOT AMAZING BEAUTY
I really Carol and I hope so bad this works out well.