All that you've missed...All that I've missed...Are you even here?..Am I even there?..

[naughtyplunger3]

Whoa. Okay so ya. I haven't been on in a heck of a long time. And I apologize. Please get off my ass and let me fill y'all in as to why I am never on. K, first of all I live about 40 minutes away from where I go to school where i start at 7:45 in the morning, and i can't get there after 7:15 cos there'll be traffic, which means that i have to leave

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[nezquik89]

Hey fool! Umm... it SOKS that u get home all late and have to leave early and shiz. dont worry i dont get any sleep either. -_- ha, I TOLD YOU PEOPLE THINK YOU ARE AWESOME!!!! and you sed Pepperdine wouldnt give you a chance.. my @$$! Hahahaha... good job! Well, my bball season is doing pretty crappy. i get the coach doesnt like me and sits me on the bench (DAMN IT!!!!) and ive been pretty pissed off about that while im busting my ass out in practice and running as hard as i can until i feel like collapsing but i guess he doesnt care. i swear to god when he does put me in he takes me out like right away!!! gRRRRRRRRRRRR the people on the team are cool but like... iunno. i rather be with you guys. i dont care if im on the bench on ur guys' team because i love you o so much. i think im dislexic too! whenever i write i start writing a word but then its like... i start spelling it backwards or write part of the next word i plan to write and its like... ahhhhh! like i sed... i havent been getting sleep (most of the time less than 4 hours) and i feel sick all the time and i wish i could see one of your guys' faces because it'll make things ALOT better. i dont think im going to get MVP or any nice awards this year cuz... my ass is on the bench AGAIN! now it back to those middle school platero days... ahh! i feel all stupid and inferior and i wish i could be somewhere else BUT here. i miss you Mo!!! *tear* ya, i heard you were starting. looks like you'll make it to the WNBA without me... ya, i think im going to quit. not like they need me anyways then ill have more time and sleep on my hands. whats the point of being on this team when you're not needed or even going to play much? plus i DONT have a handful of awesome friends to see at school anymore. so basically everyday of my life is now OFFICIALLY pointless and there is nothing to look up to.everything is sooo...... bleh! so thats wats going on with me right now. its all shitty like poo. i miss you and love you times a million. bye love.