Mar 20, 2005 20:07
I feel so empty! I just got back from spring break and i gotta tell you i wanna go home. I'm sick of being here. Of course this will all change once I get back into my daily routine but right now i'm alone and i'm sad. I'm going home for easter though! Yay! It's my grandma's birthday too! My mom and I are buying her a pedicure from this really nice spa in town. It's where all the rich people go. She's going to love it! She's been wanting one. I feel sorry for the lady who has to do it though. My grandma's feet are something I would never touch. Even if you paid me too. I won't go into details.
My break was amazingly good even though my step dad did a all out attack on my mom and me the other night. We never say anything when he goes on his rampages so he was pretty much arguing with himself. He was making himself pretty angry because he was literally screaming at my mom for 15 minutes strainght. Stuff like, "Can't you do this for me? Huh? I know! how about you just shut up and do it.....Blah, blah, blah, I'm a big egotistical asshole with a gigantic stick up my ass" something along those lines. It's the worst I've ever seen it. Of course my piece was in there when he turned on me with, "I don't need you to make this for me! I'll do it my fucking self because you can't fucking do things right". I just walked away and shut my bedroom door and listened to him go after my mom again.
All of this over some freakin fliers I had to make for our house, which we're selling. My mom was supposed to put his '68 camaro for sale online but she found 30 others of the same car already for sale so she printed them off to show him what condition the others were and how much the people were asking for them. He took that as her telling him that his car was a piece of shit. He usually does that to her. He puts words in her mouth that she never had any intention of saying. He threatened her with divorce. I hate it when he gets my hopes up.
Well I'll stop raving! If you read all that I want to thank you for listening to me.