i know that its a wonderful world but i cant feel it right now

Sep 15, 2008 15:35

Jayne Worth
April 17 at 4:46pm
who knows when youll read this. it doesnt really matter. i just wanted to tell you that i love you i miss you. everything about you. i can remember so well the way your hands feel as you touched me. the way your face feels when i kissed it and nugged my cheek aganist yours. i remmeber the way we would sit together getting stoned on my bed just being together. i remember ebverything. and i miss it. i fuckin miss you so damn bad fred. i can see you right now, as i sit on my bed, walking through my door, sayin "hi" in that cute voice of yours and then you would come over and grab my head and kiss it. i can picture that right now, i can just imagine you doing that. and i want it. dammit i cant stand it and now im crying and i gotta go pack up your shit so ur mom can come get it. except i was smart bc after i saw ur mom take those tims i was like fuck that so i took a few pieces of ur clothing and your posters and black lights and shit. so i can have a part of you with me. untill we meet again

Fred Diaz
August 24 at 12:02pm
don´t you worry your pretty little heart. I feel the same way about you. all of those months alone in jail were just hell without you. Now that I´m out its alright cause I´m free and all but I don´t have you. And I need you so bad. Ýou´ll alwys be the reason I love. You´ll always be the most spaecial person In my heart. I miss you terribly and I´m coming back for you. I have to. Please wait for me, love. You know my heart and know that I only want to do right by you. Being in El Salvador is some crazy shit. Its pretty but ugly too. I just want to come back home and be with you. Lets just wait this last little bit out and we´ll be back together again. I promise this to you. I lOVE you Jaynie. I always will.
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