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Beginning to regret many decisions. How do I control things that go on now? Things that might make my chances at something much bigger worse? I feel so restricted sometimes when all I (truly) want is one person. You are impossible and I feel helpless because you are so distant. Maybe I am only writing this because I'm drunk. This annihilates what I said in the previous post. Epic fail. Regardless, I miss you and apparently I can't forget about what you mean to me. Honestly (and drunkenly) saying, maybe we will get married someday but that is a slim chance it seems. I hope I can hold on to whatever memories I still have of you.
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