B.A.N.A.N.A.S.
OH MY GOD. I fucking hate Johnny!
We go to the drive in, he's charming me all the way TO the fucking movies. Making me laugh, making me feel like he's not seeing me JUST because he knows he's gonna get some, he was a great first date...by the time we got to the theaters I had my mind set on ME asking HIM out when the date was over.
We see "Ammityville Horror"...
...I sucked his dick. ;D While the movie was playing. He...I always heard stories of Johnny's piece from Steph...I always figured she was lying...guess not. ;D
ANYWAYS, and like the thing that didn't make me feel like a hoe just because he was getting head from a chick on the first date. I've only done that like 4 times, and all 4 dudes have treated me like SHIT and always called me just to fuck and not to see how I really felt.
OK. After he came, we finished watching the movie. My head was on his shoulders and he kept on making me laugh. That fucking guy is great...or at least he was.
After the movie was over (IT FUCKING SUCKED!!) we went to my house for some..."activities". And he kept on making me laugh on the way to my house. But this time, he made me wet. He kept on driving with one arm and with the other, he did circles right in front of the material that covered my clit. (I had taken off my shorts when I sucked him off and he said if I wanted to, to keep them off...I did) It drove me fucking CRAZY. He wasn't fingering me, but he did these movements on top of the material, and he had this sexy ass voice WHILE he was DRIVING? OH MY GOD. Then when we were at a red light, we would make out and he kept on making his voice deeper and when he'd do that, it'd vibrate on my bottom lip. Then he'd pull away and our lips would barely touch (Yes I know I had just given him head, but we had sodas and gum to cover it up, I'm not THAT much of a nasty hoe ;D) and when they touched, he'd do his voice thing and OH MY GOD. I was fucking drenched!! <3<3<3<3!
We get to my house. He was sooo polite. Even when he knew it was fine to go sit on my couch, he still asked me "Its cool if I sit down?" and there I was, in a thong and in a t-shirt saying it was fine. I teased him and I sat down on his lap, grinded against his cock oh so slowly, then I bit MY bottom lip (something I guess turns him on like crazy) and I sat down next to him. He did the typical hand moving closer to my lap, but I did him one better and I just said "Babe, FUCK ME". He said "it's about motherfucking time D" and we made out and fondeled eachother for like 20 minutes. That boy has a package, let me tell you! Oh lord! For a "big motherfucker (He calls himself that)" you would think that dudes that are like that wouldn't be packing...but that boy...OOoOooohWEeeE!
I tell him "2 minutes. My room" And even though he knew I was wet as FUCK, he still made me laugh when he said "fuck 2 miuntes. 2 SECONDS!" But I had to set-up, so I put my head in his lap and (I didn't suck him off then) I said "2 minutes J". I go into my room and I get my handcuffs that I had bought the night before at Fascinations (It had red fuzz on them! CUTE!! <3) and I had light like 15 candles and then I pounded on my wall so he can come in my room. He said "now THIS is kinky" and I told him to "Shut the fuck up and FUCK ME" then...(I swear that boy is kinky) he said "Well, I'm better when the chick is tied up and not me" so he tied ME UP and he put a condom on and he went inside me. It felt SOOOOOO Good. Then he got some ice, and he put it in his mouth and spelled "johnny" over it. OH MY GOD. I was so...OOoOoOoH!
We're fucking, I suck him off, he goes down on me, we're fucking solid for like 20 minutes...
...Then he calls me "Steph".
OH HELL NAH! HELL. NAH!!!! I was pissed. He knows me and her aren't best friends. I mean if she says hey, I'll say hey back, but it's not even to where I like the bitch, I think she did J wrong. And J is a nice dude, well he WAS. I don't know now...
I kick him outta my house and he's apologizing a lot. I just didn't wanna see him, he called me THAT WHORES NAME?? Call me "Britney Spears" or something and I MIGHT BE OK WITH IT, but "STEPH" ?!?!?!? HELL NAH.
He leaves after I try to fucking break his windshield window of his car and I cry. Dude was funny, smart, cute, he treated me like a lady, he was polite, he made sure I was cool with us fucking..AND he's packing something vicious???......But fuck....her name?!?!?!
UGH.
I called him today to see what he was doing, he said he was at his nana's. I told him I wanted to see him so we can talk it out, he said (AGAIN LIKE A REAL MAN) he'd go only if I was cool with it 100%. I told him I'd call him later today....I'll probably call him like at 8. I don't want to be with him if he's gonna still wanna be with her, but if he does, the least I want him to do is to tell me.
I kind of think he still wants to be with her, but by the way he was treating me last night (Before he called me that sluts name) he was probably THE best date I've had. Not that I've had a lot, but still, you know?
Men. UGH!!
We go to the drive in, he's charming me all the way TO the fucking movies. Making me laugh, making me feel like he's not seeing me JUST because he knows he's gonna get some, he was a great first date...by the time we got to the theaters I had my mind set on ME asking HIM out when the date was over.
We see "Ammityville Horror"...
...I sucked his dick. ;D While the movie was playing. He...I always heard stories of Johnny's piece from Steph...I always figured she was lying...guess not. ;D
ANYWAYS, and like the thing that didn't make me feel like a hoe just because he was getting head from a chick on the first date. I've only done that like 4 times, and all 4 dudes have treated me like SHIT and always called me just to fuck and not to see how I really felt.
OK. After he came, we finished watching the movie. My head was on his shoulders and he kept on making me laugh. That fucking guy is great...or at least he was.
After the movie was over (IT FUCKING SUCKED!!) we went to my house for some..."activities". And he kept on making me laugh on the way to my house. But this time, he made me wet. He kept on driving with one arm and with the other, he did circles right in front of the material that covered my clit. (I had taken off my shorts when I sucked him off and he said if I wanted to, to keep them off...I did) It drove me fucking CRAZY. He wasn't fingering me, but he did these movements on top of the material, and he had this sexy ass voice WHILE he was DRIVING? OH MY GOD. Then when we were at a red light, we would make out and he kept on making his voice deeper and when he'd do that, it'd vibrate on my bottom lip. Then he'd pull away and our lips would barely touch (Yes I know I had just given him head, but we had sodas and gum to cover it up, I'm not THAT much of a nasty hoe ;D) and when they touched, he'd do his voice thing and OH MY GOD. I was fucking drenched!! <3<3<3<3!
We get to my house. He was sooo polite. Even when he knew it was fine to go sit on my couch, he still asked me "Its cool if I sit down?" and there I was, in a thong and in a t-shirt saying it was fine. I teased him and I sat down on his lap, grinded against his cock oh so slowly, then I bit MY bottom lip (something I guess turns him on like crazy) and I sat down next to him. He did the typical hand moving closer to my lap, but I did him one better and I just said "Babe, FUCK ME". He said "it's about motherfucking time D" and we made out and fondeled eachother for like 20 minutes. That boy has a package, let me tell you! Oh lord! For a "big motherfucker (He calls himself that)" you would think that dudes that are like that wouldn't be packing...but that boy...OOoOooohWEeeE!
I tell him "2 minutes. My room" And even though he knew I was wet as FUCK, he still made me laugh when he said "fuck 2 miuntes. 2 SECONDS!" But I had to set-up, so I put my head in his lap and (I didn't suck him off then) I said "2 minutes J". I go into my room and I get my handcuffs that I had bought the night before at Fascinations (It had red fuzz on them! CUTE!! <3) and I had light like 15 candles and then I pounded on my wall so he can come in my room. He said "now THIS is kinky" and I told him to "Shut the fuck up and FUCK ME" then...(I swear that boy is kinky) he said "Well, I'm better when the chick is tied up and not me" so he tied ME UP and he put a condom on and he went inside me. It felt SOOOOOO Good. Then he got some ice, and he put it in his mouth and spelled "johnny" over it. OH MY GOD. I was so...OOoOoOoH!
We're fucking, I suck him off, he goes down on me, we're fucking solid for like 20 minutes...
...Then he calls me "Steph".
OH HELL NAH! HELL. NAH!!!! I was pissed. He knows me and her aren't best friends. I mean if she says hey, I'll say hey back, but it's not even to where I like the bitch, I think she did J wrong. And J is a nice dude, well he WAS. I don't know now...
I kick him outta my house and he's apologizing a lot. I just didn't wanna see him, he called me THAT WHORES NAME?? Call me "Britney Spears" or something and I MIGHT BE OK WITH IT, but "STEPH" ?!?!?!? HELL NAH.
He leaves after I try to fucking break his windshield window of his car and I cry. Dude was funny, smart, cute, he treated me like a lady, he was polite, he made sure I was cool with us fucking..AND he's packing something vicious???......But fuck....her name?!?!?!
UGH.
I called him today to see what he was doing, he said he was at his nana's. I told him I wanted to see him so we can talk it out, he said (AGAIN LIKE A REAL MAN) he'd go only if I was cool with it 100%. I told him I'd call him later today....I'll probably call him like at 8. I don't want to be with him if he's gonna still wanna be with her, but if he does, the least I want him to do is to tell me.
I kind of think he still wants to be with her, but by the way he was treating me last night (Before he called me that sluts name) he was probably THE best date I've had. Not that I've had a lot, but still, you know?
Men. UGH!!