so many problems...
oh home....oh dustin....oh im in deep shit. i just dont know what to do. i cant tell him. it will just break his heart. well i get to go back to western thank god. but i might just die without jenny. lol and i miss logan. a lot. even though he thinks something happened, it could have...actually it could have many times....freaking boys and their freaking penis's. but nothing has happened...im a good girl lol. i cant wait to go back to school...i just hope this semester goes better...in every way. boys, school, friends, family. just everything could get better.
Things I Need To Do For Next Semester:
- i need to get the strength to stick up for what i feel...im bad at that....
- if logan pisses me off, i need to tell him, even if he thinks im over reacting.
- i need to tell people how i feel and stop acting like i dont care.
- i also need to, as jessica says, whip that boy into shape lol.
- and i need to keep my big mouth shut.
- and i need to not drink so much. lol
btw. its 12:10 it has been the first day this entire winter break i havent talked to logan. i dont know what to feel about this whole situation with him. he says one thing but does another. does he really miss me as much as he says? does he mean the cute things he says? will he stop being such a flirt because he knows it bothers me? will he really make more time for me? did i just waste my whole break holding back? did i waste my second half of the first semester? did i make more enemies then i know for nothing? will it be ok? will he really come see me this summer? will it even last till then? and finally...will he get over brittany?
Things I Need To Do For Next Semester:
- i need to get the strength to stick up for what i feel...im bad at that....
- if logan pisses me off, i need to tell him, even if he thinks im over reacting.
- i need to tell people how i feel and stop acting like i dont care.
- i also need to, as jessica says, whip that boy into shape lol.
- and i need to keep my big mouth shut.
- and i need to not drink so much. lol
btw. its 12:10 it has been the first day this entire winter break i havent talked to logan. i dont know what to feel about this whole situation with him. he says one thing but does another. does he really miss me as much as he says? does he mean the cute things he says? will he stop being such a flirt because he knows it bothers me? will he really make more time for me? did i just waste my whole break holding back? did i waste my second half of the first semester? did i make more enemies then i know for nothing? will it be ok? will he really come see me this summer? will it even last till then? and finally...will he get over brittany?