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and i guess it hurts because i dont know the truth. i dont know if you mean the words you say and the part of me thats still in love with you believes it while the other part thats moved on pushes forward to keep moving on. i can tell you that theres nothing like the pain of seeing you two exchange i love yous. my heart honestly breaks when i think of you and it drives me crazy. but its gone. it wasnt a healthy relationship and you still need to grow up and i still need to learn to control my jealousy. and thats what it is. nothing will ever be the same again.