Overdue tat pic, plus some rambling, too....
And so, the ghoul creeps from the shadows to make a quick post, before scurrying back to the darkness... ;)
The year so far has been fraught with disappointment, but there have been a few bright spots too.
I've talked a lot about getting my back piece done. Well, I did it. I just have to get it shaded in. Apologies to FB friends who have already seen the pic, lol. It represents my two boys...
I had to cancel two appointments in August due to financial constraints, but hopefully I'll get it done this year.
It will look like this when it's done, like stone. And each dragon will have the eye colour of one of my kids. (Blue for Troy, hazel/green for Dylan.)
I have things I want to talk about here, but I'm not sure I should. I've been dealing with some seriously abusive behaviour (verbal) and so many guys have ended up talking down to me, that I'm thinking I need to find a good therapist again, because I KNOW I don't deserve it, but something about me must rub them the wrong way.... When I'm nice, they see weakness, but if I stand up for myself, I'm a frustrating bitch. I can't seem to ever say or do the right thing, and it's getting to me. I don't want anyone hating me for no reason.
I did have one amazing experience, but I can't discuss it here... For a moment though, I felt cared about. Felt sexy. Felt important.
In less serious news, my son Dylan will be 13 in a few days, and I'm taking him to the Evil Dead musical, along with his brother Troy. I can't wait! Dylan is a remarkable 5'11", and does NOT look 12! My little guys are both taller than me - it's freaky, lol!
Today I'm going to see (Rob Zombie's) Halloween, and I'm uber excited about that. Been waiting a LONG time for this one!
I'm sure I have more news, but I can't think of it right now. I haven't slept yet & I'm pretty tired....
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The year so far has been fraught with disappointment, but there have been a few bright spots too.
I've talked a lot about getting my back piece done. Well, I did it. I just have to get it shaded in. Apologies to FB friends who have already seen the pic, lol. It represents my two boys...
I had to cancel two appointments in August due to financial constraints, but hopefully I'll get it done this year.
It will look like this when it's done, like stone. And each dragon will have the eye colour of one of my kids. (Blue for Troy, hazel/green for Dylan.)
I have things I want to talk about here, but I'm not sure I should. I've been dealing with some seriously abusive behaviour (verbal) and so many guys have ended up talking down to me, that I'm thinking I need to find a good therapist again, because I KNOW I don't deserve it, but something about me must rub them the wrong way.... When I'm nice, they see weakness, but if I stand up for myself, I'm a frustrating bitch. I can't seem to ever say or do the right thing, and it's getting to me. I don't want anyone hating me for no reason.
I did have one amazing experience, but I can't discuss it here... For a moment though, I felt cared about. Felt sexy. Felt important.
In less serious news, my son Dylan will be 13 in a few days, and I'm taking him to the Evil Dead musical, along with his brother Troy. I can't wait! Dylan is a remarkable 5'11", and does NOT look 12! My little guys are both taller than me - it's freaky, lol!
Today I'm going to see (Rob Zombie's) Halloween, and I'm uber excited about that. Been waiting a LONG time for this one!
I'm sure I have more news, but I can't think of it right now. I haven't slept yet & I'm pretty tired....
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