i miss you
so last night i was sitting here and i started thinking about things and how much stuff has changed. some stuff for the good, and some for the bad. i started thinking about how much ive changed in the past month, and i actually dont really mind what ive become. i dont drink every day like i use to, i dont party all the time, i dont stay up late anymore unless im out with friends, i dont do "naughty" things anymore...idk some may think ive become boring, but think what you want to think, i think of it as becoming mature.
i also started thinking about how much i miss my friends, especially my bestfriends. i started crying about this one. its amazing how college can change SO many people, sometimes (most of the time) not for the better(at least in my eyes). i guess i should be happy for those people who are out "having a good time" but idk.
Pri- She lives so close, but yet is so far away from me. it sucks major balls that we cant seem to ever find the time to hang out together :[
Kim- Well, she lives in a whole different state. We talk almost every day online, but i just wish we could talk in person every day. i told her id pay for a plane ticket so she could come down here for a little bit, but with her trying to get a job, its gonna make things harder :[
Tammy- I wish she never moved away. Her whole life has changed, but im super happy for her because for once shes doing amazing and shes happy. i just wish she still lived down here so we could chill more.
richard- :[ i really dont even know what happen here. we went from hanging out a lot to now barely ever seeing each other. im sure a lot of this is my fault because im either working, sick, or tired...but i just miss him like whoa.
erin- she also lives in a different state and she barely comes online much when im on. i cant really ever call her because its long distance and my 'rents would flip out :[ so i barely ever get to talk to her.
jim- yeaaaaah. he went away to college and is living the college life now. i miss him
danielle- the only time i see or talk to her now a days is at work, and then we cant even talk to each other long because people start yelling. the days when she has off and what not is spent with John, which i cant complain because they are bf and gf so they will spend lots of time together...but i just miss our beach trips and what not :[ i miss my smelly.
John- We live in the same house and i feel like i havent seen him in forever. i really would love to do a sibling day with him and my sister, i think it would be good...but i doubt thats ever gonna happen.
theres more people but im starting to upset myself again. i just wish some things could go back to how it use to be, that would be cool. but i know things change, people change and i just gotta deal with it even if it sucks the big one. FUCK CHANGE!
In the words of Social Distortion ...
"Good times come and good times go,
I only wish the good times would last a little longer.
I think about the good times we had
And why they had to end."
p.s- i want to make a new journal, does anyone have a extra code or whatever they are that i can have? i would love you forever and ever.
i also started thinking about how much i miss my friends, especially my bestfriends. i started crying about this one. its amazing how college can change SO many people, sometimes (most of the time) not for the better(at least in my eyes). i guess i should be happy for those people who are out "having a good time" but idk.
Pri- She lives so close, but yet is so far away from me. it sucks major balls that we cant seem to ever find the time to hang out together :[
Kim- Well, she lives in a whole different state. We talk almost every day online, but i just wish we could talk in person every day. i told her id pay for a plane ticket so she could come down here for a little bit, but with her trying to get a job, its gonna make things harder :[
Tammy- I wish she never moved away. Her whole life has changed, but im super happy for her because for once shes doing amazing and shes happy. i just wish she still lived down here so we could chill more.
richard- :[ i really dont even know what happen here. we went from hanging out a lot to now barely ever seeing each other. im sure a lot of this is my fault because im either working, sick, or tired...but i just miss him like whoa.
erin- she also lives in a different state and she barely comes online much when im on. i cant really ever call her because its long distance and my 'rents would flip out :[ so i barely ever get to talk to her.
jim- yeaaaaah. he went away to college and is living the college life now. i miss him
danielle- the only time i see or talk to her now a days is at work, and then we cant even talk to each other long because people start yelling. the days when she has off and what not is spent with John, which i cant complain because they are bf and gf so they will spend lots of time together...but i just miss our beach trips and what not :[ i miss my smelly.
John- We live in the same house and i feel like i havent seen him in forever. i really would love to do a sibling day with him and my sister, i think it would be good...but i doubt thats ever gonna happen.
theres more people but im starting to upset myself again. i just wish some things could go back to how it use to be, that would be cool. but i know things change, people change and i just gotta deal with it even if it sucks the big one. FUCK CHANGE!
In the words of Social Distortion ...
"Good times come and good times go,
I only wish the good times would last a little longer.
I think about the good times we had
And why they had to end."
p.s- i want to make a new journal, does anyone have a extra code or whatever they are that i can have? i would love you forever and ever.