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Sep 11, 2004 17:16

i hate hate hate HATE how ive become such a hermit. i feel super duper bad because a lot of my friends think its them..that i just dont like hanging out with them anymore, but thats SO not the case. i dont know whats going on with me, i just like being alone i guess? i dont know. i really wanna hang out with everyone, omg do i..but i just..ack idk. its annoying so very much.



1. Had sex? yes
2. Had oral sex? yes
3. Had anal sex? no
4. Used more than 3 positions in one session? yes
5. Devoted a whole day to sex? yes
6. Had noise complaints from neighbors during a sex session? yes
7. Received open praise for sexual technique? yes
9. Fallen or lost balance during sex? no
10. Brought partner to climax using only hands? yes
11. Brought partner to climax using only mouth? yes
12. Had sex while totally dressed? yes
13. Had sex while standing up? yep
14. Erotically licked feet or sucked toes? ew. no gross
15. Had sex during your "monthly visit"? never
16. Used whipped cream/soft chocolate erotically? yes
17. Used ice erotically? yes
18. Used hot melted wax erotically? yup, mmmm love it
19. Shaved your pubic hair? yes
20. Obtained money or a favor for sex? no
25. Paid or granted a favor for sex? no
26. Given sex in sympathy? yes
27. Had sex with a virgin? yes. still hate myself for that one
28. Ever cheated on someone? yes :[ learned my lesson
29. Had sex with someone 10 years older/younger than you? no
31. Had sex with a teacher? no
32. Had sex with a boss? no
33. Had sex with a relative? no
36. Had homosexual sex? does that time with ----- count?
37. Had sex with a pet?no
39. Had sex with someone the same day that you met them? yes :-/
40. Had sex with someone whose name you didn't know? no
41. Had sex with someone you never spoke to/spoke different languages? nope
42. Had more than 10 sexual partners? no
44. Had two separate sexual partners within 24 hours? yes
45. Had a menage-a-trois? no
46. Had group sex (more than 3)? no
47. Participated in a swap/swinging club? no
48. Had two regular partners at the same time? no
49. Had sex in a public place? yes
50. If so, where? pool
51. Had sex outdoors in broad daylight? no
52. Had sex on the roof of a building? that would be cool..but no
53. Had sex in a stationary car? no
54. Had sex in a moving car? no
55. Are you a member of the mile high club? no
56. Had sex outdoors at night? yes
57. Had two sexual partners at the same time unaware of each other? yes
59. Had sex in the host's bedroom while a day guest (party/social visit)? umm...not that i can remember
60. Had sex in the host's bedroom while an overnight guest? ^
61. Had sex in a public room while an overnight guest? yes
62. Had sex at your office or other work area? no
63. Met partner during work hours to have sex? no
64. Had sex in a public restroom? no
65. Had sex on public transportation (bus, train, taxi, etc.)? no
66. Had sex in a dark theatre? no.one day though
67. Had sex in the water (ocean, lake, pool, hot tub)? yes
68. Had sex in an elevator? no
69. Had sex in a cemetery? no
70. Had sex in a store dressing room? no
71. Used alcohol to lower resistance to sexual advances? haha.yes
72. Allowed yourself to be felt up by a stranger? no
73. Looked at a nude magazine? many times
74. Looked at an explicit magazine (actual sex acts)? yea
75. Seen a live stripper? no :[
76. Seen a live sex show? no
77. Watched someone having sex without their knowledge? no
78. Showered with a partner? no :[
79. Flashed someone ( genitals, mooned)? yea
80. Streaked with a group of six or more? hah.that would be fun
81. Stripped for someone? yes
82. Stripped for a group of 3 or more? no
83. Participated at a nude beach or nudist camp? no
84. Been the only nude person in a group of 3 or more? no
85. Played strip poker (or a similar game involving nudity)? yes
86. Showered while someone watched? no
87. Masturbated? yes
88. Masturbated while someone watched? no
89. Masturbated for a group of three or more people? no
90. Masturbated covertly in public? no
91. Had sex while you knew someone was watching? yes
92. Been walked in on while having sex? yes
93. Walked in on someone having sex? yes
94. Had phone sex? no
95. Watched a porno film with a sexual partner?yes
96. Been the photographer for a nude photo? no
97. Been photographed nude? no
98. Been photographed having sex? no
99. Been videotaped having sex? no
100. Watched a regular sexual partner having sex with someone else? NO

she wont talk about it..shes made up her mind.But as the front door shuts behind her she whispers "give me a sign."... Feels the power of the engine as she climbs to 65, every piston sounds like freedom,every white line says goodbye.She'll find strength in her anger and the truth in his lies.When the last scar finally fades she'll have a new life

::edit::// OMG...so i just got done watching the new REAL WORLD (yay its back) and i so want to jump Mj's bones..wooo hotttttttttttttness. and also, do you know what i want more then anything right now?? More then a pina colada, more then sex, more then another tattoo, more then a concert...i SO SO SOOO want a gay guy friend. i really really do. they just seem like they would make such great friends..i want that. im NOT saying i dont have great friends, because i do..but i want a great GAY friend. i want him to be able to come over at times like right now and just sit/lay with me and not have to worry about him getting in my pants..or whatever. i want to laugh at silly girl things...all of that stuff. i want a gay guy bestfriend NOW.::/edit::
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