a cry for help....

[naughty_pb_]

i just need some peace of mind.....
i just want to close my eyes and be away from it all.....
all i have is this moment but i feel like ive just wasted it....

The day was lost....
heartache was gained...
tears were given life...
love was left aside...
nothing was seized...
nothing was shared...
nothing achieved....
nothing at all....
where the hell is the meaning in my life???
few things have kept me going...
i feel so lost.....
where am i now....
i dont see where its all going...
i dont see anything anymore...
spinning and spinning and spinning and spinning.....
ive lost all control and fallen...
God please pick me up....
i need you.....

~Natasha~