Oct 10, 2004 19:22
visiting hours are limited....and held secretely.....the only way im with him is when he calls me in my dreams...ill watch his every move and act as if im there......all i really want, are his fingers through my hair....."say it to me again""please whisper it one more time"....i begged for endless hours throughout the deep dark nite....he wonders how im right, i wonder just the same....i long to hear his voice, i long to say his name.....But my heart is locked away never to be shared....he knows the prison guard, he knows he should be scared...brave but yet so shy if only he had seen...my heart would have been swayed, and he would be my king....the glass between us both is really much too thick....the thought of my impatience is enough to make me sick...if only i had waited, if only i had tried....he would own the lips i kiss each and every nite....now its on his shoulders, theres not much i can do....the weight is placed on him, and i suffer with that truth...
i wish only to be free,
free forever more...
i wish only for some one
to unlock my prison doors......
~Eat chocolate before bed....so that you'll have sweet dreams......~
~Strawberry~