all i wanted was a piggie....
i thought of you...but then again i always think of you...and i thought of how i dreamed of you that entire night... and how the streaks on my cheeks could only mean that i cried in my sleep....do you know the feeling??? you know, that feeling when...theres just nothing u can do....ur sorta worthless and its all hopesless never pointless but never the less useless....
it was all useless...i guess no matter how hard u try to mend a broken heart, u cant, its gotta mend itself....so it was useless for me to give u mine, because since all u had was heartbreak all u could do was break my heart....i shouldve been careful...maybe a lil more picky...but i trusted you...too much, but thats good... i dont regret a single moment or kiss or sweet smile.....nor do i regret trying to help and trying to take ur mind off the pain....it was cute while it lasted...i mean really....but the fairytail is over...the bottom line is u realized that the pain is still there and that i cant make it dissapear...so uve gone back to feeling it...and now u share it with me....for the first time in my life i was unsuccessful in "makin a heart forget"....i always had faith in my affection and love....i always thought that if i gave it that was all that mattered... the reality check was harsh...but again i learned and that'll make me smarter next time....next time tho hunny bunny dont play with my heart....take it or leave cuz both just isnt an option....i now u'll regret this...i just wish u didnt have too....i just wish u saw things from a different point of view...one less manipulated by a psychotic obsesson....
all i wanted was a piggie...
but i shoulda realized that if i didnt get the one in the windowsill i wouldnt get the one that i dreamed about either....
a guy and a girl cant ever be best friends....
~muah~
~Tachi~
it was all useless...i guess no matter how hard u try to mend a broken heart, u cant, its gotta mend itself....so it was useless for me to give u mine, because since all u had was heartbreak all u could do was break my heart....i shouldve been careful...maybe a lil more picky...but i trusted you...too much, but thats good... i dont regret a single moment or kiss or sweet smile.....nor do i regret trying to help and trying to take ur mind off the pain....it was cute while it lasted...i mean really....but the fairytail is over...the bottom line is u realized that the pain is still there and that i cant make it dissapear...so uve gone back to feeling it...and now u share it with me....for the first time in my life i was unsuccessful in "makin a heart forget"....i always had faith in my affection and love....i always thought that if i gave it that was all that mattered... the reality check was harsh...but again i learned and that'll make me smarter next time....next time tho hunny bunny dont play with my heart....take it or leave cuz both just isnt an option....i now u'll regret this...i just wish u didnt have too....i just wish u saw things from a different point of view...one less manipulated by a psychotic obsesson....
all i wanted was a piggie...
but i shoulda realized that if i didnt get the one in the windowsill i wouldnt get the one that i dreamed about either....
a guy and a girl cant ever be best friends....
~muah~
~Tachi~