Its all about the butterflies...so follow them
wow...where to begin???....so much is happening...... i mean the drama is endless...my heart is going through so much....so many good things....so many sad things....so many confusing and disapointing things....but still i go on...
im missing so much...my loves, my family, my friends, and so much more....im missing my normal heartbeat.....i cant take the fluctuating rythm....my heart beats slowly when i think of all i miss....and so very quickly when i think of his (swampy colored) eyes...an so very strong when i think of his lips (regardless of how distant they may be)....and of his voice...and his smile.......and his strength....if only these were all one person, so that i could have a shot of getting it all back at once...but unfortunately for me....ide have to go bak to many different stages in my life...that have come and and gone so quickly...and the farther away they float the harder it is to hold the tightly in my heart....
i wish that u were hypnotized by me and only me...all the time...not just in my presence... and i wish i could have you see the future god has planned for your heart even if that future is not with me....i dont want committement but i want the same as you....i want the butterflies....but its like no matter how many times i say it...u dont realize.....its all about the butterflies....but yet u sit in a garden without butterflies...where the care taker has completely abandoned every beautiful flower that may have onced bloomed there.....but ur too blind to see that the butterflies...are with me....u admitted it yourself, but ur promise seems to mean nothing...because u promised to follow them and now.....u sit without them.....
just remember honey....that its all about the butterflies...and i have them.....
ok on another note.....lol.... i miss all you guys...im tottally lookin forward to my brithday which is about next week so ide love to see everybody but i still dont have any plans...if youve got any ideas lemme know....and i wanna hear from you guys so phone calls are welcome.....muah MAUH muah.....
~Strawberry~
im missing so much...my loves, my family, my friends, and so much more....im missing my normal heartbeat.....i cant take the fluctuating rythm....my heart beats slowly when i think of all i miss....and so very quickly when i think of his (swampy colored) eyes...an so very strong when i think of his lips (regardless of how distant they may be)....and of his voice...and his smile.......and his strength....if only these were all one person, so that i could have a shot of getting it all back at once...but unfortunately for me....ide have to go bak to many different stages in my life...that have come and and gone so quickly...and the farther away they float the harder it is to hold the tightly in my heart....
i wish that u were hypnotized by me and only me...all the time...not just in my presence... and i wish i could have you see the future god has planned for your heart even if that future is not with me....i dont want committement but i want the same as you....i want the butterflies....but its like no matter how many times i say it...u dont realize.....its all about the butterflies....but yet u sit in a garden without butterflies...where the care taker has completely abandoned every beautiful flower that may have onced bloomed there.....but ur too blind to see that the butterflies...are with me....u admitted it yourself, but ur promise seems to mean nothing...because u promised to follow them and now.....u sit without them.....
just remember honey....that its all about the butterflies...and i have them.....
ok on another note.....lol.... i miss all you guys...im tottally lookin forward to my brithday which is about next week so ide love to see everybody but i still dont have any plans...if youve got any ideas lemme know....and i wanna hear from you guys so phone calls are welcome.....muah MAUH muah.....
~Strawberry~