Passing
Ok...its like 4AM and I'm one exhausted lady. Enough slacking off and hemodynamics...urgh...starting it XD.
Come on May 10, 2010...come quickly enough. It is the day to my freedom from one set of my chains. I'm pegging the chains around my neck.
P.S. I ended bawling for a few minutes today. I guess the pain of my anger, suspicion and self hate have turned into mourning. You know losing contact with people is like the process of someone dying. FYI for those curious...if you know something like this may happen despite there being no death its a similar process. Cause damn our little muscle in the chest knows no different just reacting by the impulses from our SA node and stimulated from the stressors triggering various chemicals and nervous responses to increase our HR.
chuu...nursing...you are my savior.
Come on May 10, 2010...come quickly enough. It is the day to my freedom from one set of my chains. I'm pegging the chains around my neck.
P.S. I ended bawling for a few minutes today. I guess the pain of my anger, suspicion and self hate have turned into mourning. You know losing contact with people is like the process of someone dying. FYI for those curious...if you know something like this may happen despite there being no death its a similar process. Cause damn our little muscle in the chest knows no different just reacting by the impulses from our SA node and stimulated from the stressors triggering various chemicals and nervous responses to increase our HR.
chuu...nursing...you are my savior.