Alot of deaths in this past week. So many celebrities and losses that leave a heavy weight on one's chest. At home it only grows worst as my step father comes closer to death after having suffered a stroke this past weekend. It was too much for my mother and its weighing heavily on me. Need a distraction...how about a survey?
Lets never forget to give our prayers to those who struggle and those reaching closer to heaven.
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
The fact that my stepfather is suffering after a post stroke...
If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
That I'm either pissed or just really disinterested in the conversation.
Have you made a mistake this past week?
Nothing large to make notice to me.
Do you get sea sick?
Not really. I went out to sea once from S.F. and I had mild disequilibrium. Its not so bad.
Where is your biological father right now?
Somewhere in Nevada...haven't spoken to him since I was like 10
is your room ever clean?
No. Even after school ended I can't afford the time. A messy room anyways is part of my sanity. I know actually where everything is strangely.
Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
A best friend. Alot more to talk about worth my time.
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
Dir en grey's concert back in November...that was a night. I can watch Die until I...HA die...
If you had to get a piercing right now, what would it be?
Tongue or eyebrow
Are you hard to please?
Yeah. I've got high standards for others making me quite the hypocrite XD
Are you missing anyone/something?
I am missing Reita's arse...XD damn bum flap in the way. Wait...did you say he no longer has it?!?!?! XD
Could you date someone taller than you?
Oh yes. Prefer shorter or at my height but I won't judge like that as the deal breaker
What are you freakishly obsessed with?
the GazettE
Do you get drunk every weekend?
Nope
This time last year, were you single?
Yes...relationships of intimate nature get in the way of my career. Hence, why I am still in school...
What would you do if a stranger came up to you and said you are the most attractive person they have seen?
Had it happened at Borders a few months ago. Freak....
What was the last thing you cried over?
Michael Jackson's death announcement. I saw it live on T.V. when it was announced. It was heartbreaking.
Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
Kevin
Honestly, has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
Yeah...plenty
Who else is in the room with you?
Kevin
How is your hair right now?
All over the place. I like bed-head
Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
Unlikely
What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
Blue
Where are you ticklish?
Feet
Where is the biggest scar on your body?
On my left arm left by Snowball like over 8 years ago
What song did you hear last?
The Invisible Wall - the GazettE
How often do you listen to music?
Whenever I can...headphones to drown the world out of its nonsense
Who's hoodie did you wear last?
Dir en grey
When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
Partially
Is there anyone you would do anything for?
A few...family mostly
If you could go back 8 months and change something would you?
Not sure...can't recall that far back
Do you think somebody's in love with you?
No
Is there a difference between love and in love?
Yep...saw it first hand and it was used as an excuse to that person
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Prayers I know are with me and I know God thinks about me and my family providing as much light as he can for us to get through this peacefully.
Is there someone that makes you happy everytime you see them?
Of course. At 5'2" wearing sexy vinyl gloves and a sleek vest with a tilt to his head and hair....mmm
Have you ever tried your hardest then got disappointed later on?
Yes...it was called marriage
Today did you hug a person?
Nope...I've been cleaning...so I'm a dirty Bee...*wink*
Does anyone know your password besides you?
Ah...no
Do you listen to music when you're down?
Everyday?
Has the last person you texted seen you naked before?
Uh...NO
Did you say "fuck" today?
Yeah...stubbing the foot against a moving bed frame
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
No
Do you miss the way things used to be?
No...I don't miss being a walking mat
Are you mad at anyone?
Slightly
Did you play Spyro as a child?
Once...
What about Crash Bandicoot?
All the time!
If you could visit one place in the world where would you go?
Kyoto
If someone liked you, would you want to know?
Maybe...depends
Do you want to see somebody right now?
I'd like to go hang out with Allison again
What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails ?
Nails
What catches your eye more? Eyes or smile ?
Eyes...for someone like Ruki....Smile for someone like Reita...make comparisons