perfect timing
today sucked ass. yesterday did too. i'm on spring break now, i should be liek all excited, but i'm not. i guess cuz its the first time in 3 years that i dont have anything planned to look forward too, like we had our training camps in st. croix every year that completely rocked.
this is also the first time i have to say no to mexican nationals(also last chance for olympic qualifying). i told my mom i cant go cuz its the same week as grad bash and like 2 wks before ap exams, so she email emailed the meet coordinator dude-victor-saying that me and my sister can't go to nationals this time. he emailed my mom back-completely disregarding her last email saying that we couldnt go- lecturing to us how important this meet is going to be, and that we should be training super hard so that we can swim fast, that they already had our tickets set for april 21, leaving from ft lauderdale to wherever. ugh, fuck him. and fuck those mexico meets. i dont give a shit if they pay me anymore. unless they're gunna have them in ixtapa, i'm not going. lol ok, maybe i'm overreating. but that last one was a mistake. i did the stupidest thing of my life, but w/e. i cant change it and i shouldnt regret the things i did/didnt do.
so last week i crashed. im crashing now. all i wanna do is sleep. not to mention that (both) my eyes look like i've had an allegric reaction to shell fish. who knows why.
off to church.
this is also the first time i have to say no to mexican nationals(also last chance for olympic qualifying). i told my mom i cant go cuz its the same week as grad bash and like 2 wks before ap exams, so she email emailed the meet coordinator dude-victor-saying that me and my sister can't go to nationals this time. he emailed my mom back-completely disregarding her last email saying that we couldnt go- lecturing to us how important this meet is going to be, and that we should be training super hard so that we can swim fast, that they already had our tickets set for april 21, leaving from ft lauderdale to wherever. ugh, fuck him. and fuck those mexico meets. i dont give a shit if they pay me anymore. unless they're gunna have them in ixtapa, i'm not going. lol ok, maybe i'm overreating. but that last one was a mistake. i did the stupidest thing of my life, but w/e. i cant change it and i shouldnt regret the things i did/didnt do.
so last week i crashed. im crashing now. all i wanna do is sleep. not to mention that (both) my eyes look like i've had an allegric reaction to shell fish. who knows why.
off to church.