Why does my mind trick my heart?
For the last three year's i've had this "crush" on this one guy thst I met in 9th grade. Around 10th grade the "crush" started to fade. Until I randomly see this old "crush" in After Hours trying on a tux for prom last week. All those old feelings came rushing back... and it was like damn where have you been all my life!
So we talk or what ever and he asked why i never made a move on him all these years since i've liked him (duh i was chubby, insecure freshman ) would you have gone out with me back then would have been the better question... Long Story short, talking to "crush" has turned me in that freshman i once was, and I don't know if I should take the chance and be like "crush you are like the sexiest person I know and your personality is so outragious and cool and i would love to share intimate moments with you be it an hour or forever!" But I am freakishly afriad of getting my heart broken by someone else from East Wake High School. (Guidry). So I have no idea what to do and I can't talk to my bestfriends about it cause one acts like he doesn't want me happy, 1 lives on the other side of Raleigh so isn't much help and then the other one is just annoyed about the situation from hearing it from friend 1. So I am asking you fellow myspacians... What should I do???
So we talk or what ever and he asked why i never made a move on him all these years since i've liked him (duh i was chubby, insecure freshman ) would you have gone out with me back then would have been the better question... Long Story short, talking to "crush" has turned me in that freshman i once was, and I don't know if I should take the chance and be like "crush you are like the sexiest person I know and your personality is so outragious and cool and i would love to share intimate moments with you be it an hour or forever!" But I am freakishly afriad of getting my heart broken by someone else from East Wake High School. (Guidry). So I have no idea what to do and I can't talk to my bestfriends about it cause one acts like he doesn't want me happy, 1 lives on the other side of Raleigh so isn't much help and then the other one is just annoyed about the situation from hearing it from friend 1. So I am asking you fellow myspacians... What should I do???