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Hey, well. I am just about to drive myself crazy. and i dont think i can control myself anymore with these emotions that i am feeling. i feel as if, im being completely ignored by the one person i actually want to talk to. I really feel as if he is pissed off at me. he hasnt texted me much today, but he did before school let out. i was supost to hang out with him, samantha and shane and that didnt work out because i didnt have a ride over there. i really am thinkin he is mad about that. and i hope not. we are supost to hang out some other time and i hope everything works out with that. we are hanging out alot this weekend i hope, man i miss him so much.
well, me and samantha talked and she doesnt hate me anymore. she said i was cool which i was happy about because i sure the hell dont like people hating me.
if i could explain the way i am feeling right now then i would be alot happier to get things off my chest. i think i am going to try and explain myself. right now.
velde and i have been together for 2 days now. and we have been "talking" for 2 weeks now, and people keep coming up and telling me that he is no good for me, that he only wants sex. and i dont know whether to believe them or not, because i like velde a whole lot... and i have heard he has slept with so many people and it doesnt seem to bother me, i mean everyones like hes sleep with you and leave you and shit like that and people keep tryin to conivince me that he is wrong for me, but i still stay wit him. why? i continue to ask myself. why? i dont get that..i dont get it when alls i do is sit around and think about him. thinking about if he likes me, if he is pissed off at me, if he is lyin to me....and i dont know man.....help me out....please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well...he just texted me so i am going to get off here and talk to him....man i miss him so much...!!!!
well, me and samantha talked and she doesnt hate me anymore. she said i was cool which i was happy about because i sure the hell dont like people hating me.
if i could explain the way i am feeling right now then i would be alot happier to get things off my chest. i think i am going to try and explain myself. right now.
velde and i have been together for 2 days now. and we have been "talking" for 2 weeks now, and people keep coming up and telling me that he is no good for me, that he only wants sex. and i dont know whether to believe them or not, because i like velde a whole lot... and i have heard he has slept with so many people and it doesnt seem to bother me, i mean everyones like hes sleep with you and leave you and shit like that and people keep tryin to conivince me that he is wrong for me, but i still stay wit him. why? i continue to ask myself. why? i dont get that..i dont get it when alls i do is sit around and think about him. thinking about if he likes me, if he is pissed off at me, if he is lyin to me....and i dont know man.....help me out....please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well...he just texted me so i am going to get off here and talk to him....man i miss him so much...!!!!