Feb 05, 2005 01:21
Ok, I don't think it's any secret that I've been really horny lately. Well tonight wasn't really because of that. I've been lonely lately, and Josh has been so stupid and such a jerk to me, besides being the most frigid guy I've ever met. I think it's over between us! I just want to be in love, and I wasn't with him... maybe it was my sex drive but that wasn't even being satisfied.
Anyways, I called up Michelle and we went on a "date" tonight. We see each other at school all the time, and we've talked on the phone a bit, but tonight was the first time that we've really hung out. I'm not really the kind of girl to get nervous over something like this, but I really was! Calling her up and asking her if she wanted to go for coffee was agonizing... but I'm so glad I did. What an amazing girl! We talked for hours and it was such a great conversation, light and funny, but also deep. She was wearing such a cute sweater, and these nice brown cords that really showed off her cute ass. I couldn't stop staring into her big brown eyes. I think it was obvious that I was really into her.
The thing was though, I wasn't really sure if she even likes girls (which is why I was so nervous)! After an hour or so I finally worked up the courage to tell her that I thought she was really cute, and that I'm bisexual/confused really. Our hands were both on the table sort of close together by this point and she put her hand on mind, sending shivers down my body and then held on to it, lightly stroking the top of my hand with her fingers... and she said that she thought the same way, and that she hadn't been with a girl in a couple years but that she'd really like to get to know me better. I was so relieved and so happy! We talked and talked and talked and held hands, and then we went back to my car (I picked her up). I held her hand again, and leaned closer and told her that she was so beautiful and I leaned even closer, by breath teasing her lips, it seemed like an eternity then we finally kissed. Her lips were sooo soft, and she was a great kisser! Then I drove her home and then we kissed goodnight. After she went inside I realized that my panties were soaked just from a kiss! I think I'm falling in love... aahhhh!