Oct 22, 2005 13:43
I am getting sick with some virus that has been plaguing mom and Jeff for the past week. I'm trying to test the positive thinking hypothesis and believe consant vitamin c overdosing will cure me in the immediate future, but I'm too depressed. Being sick does that to me.
Earlier I flipped through some old photo albums and was flooded with a sense of anxiety. I have no idea what underlying impressions spawned the reaction, and I couldn't rationalize it away.
I have been stricken by the impression that the world is just a gargantuan web of unrequited love and complicated deception.
I feel overwhelmingly apathetic.