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This week I was reminded of friendships I once had that I lost long ago. The sad part is that it's my fault the friendships are gone. I took advantage of the relationships, took them for granted, and they disintegrated. I didn't nurture them the way relationships need to be nurtured. It stinks because I tend to think of myself as a good friend to everyone, but I wasn't to these folks. I wish I had made amends, sought forgiveness, asked for help from them when I made mistakes in our friendship. It's too late now, but I have a favor for those of you reading this blog: If I ever mess up and it threatens our friendship, please don't give up on me. I am willing to fight for it if you are. I love you all.