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[natwithahat]

Been meaning to put this in here for a couple of weeks now. But things are so damn fine right now it seems like a different person wrote it.

i wish i knew how to play
games like you.
wish that i could
keep it in and never think
about you.
wishing to wash the guilt
and longing. Wishing to be
willingly accorded some measure
of love.
i wish that you knew
the rules. i wish for a booklet
and pieces coloured
a rainbow
and several die to determine.
i wish you'd notice
the affect of your effect
(i can play)

several small boats line
the mantel of our room
overplussed with a snowfall
on October's terrain.

i wish i knew how to tuck you
in and how to vomit
yesterday's lunch.