Down but not Out
Today is the day I am not meant to talk to my girlfriend all day, but we both know that we will speak. I don't mean to say that she will call me or I will call her or that we will leave each other private messages. Just that through what I write here and what she wrote yesterday and maybe today well we are letting each other know how we are feeling.
Some more people from CP got back to me wishing me luck, and I have begun building a test site for what will be N8 Online if I can get it working properly.
I now understand the saying grin and bear it, kinda feels that way to me right now just getting on with it. I feel sad that not even a month into my relationship A: It's close to over B: We are having to take breaks to get over it.
Not that I blame Jon for suggesting it but I don't think it was right for us, me and Jen can talk through anything even with we are so mad, it just takes a little time.
But now we both have to wait till Thursday without knowing if we still have something to save.
Work is quiet at the moment so I am enjoying my lastt few days on cp and also going onto my website.
I have enjoyed looking over my girlfriends past journal entries so I could look over the good ones.
Well I will be back later with an update if I have anything to update.
Some more people from CP got back to me wishing me luck, and I have begun building a test site for what will be N8 Online if I can get it working properly.
I now understand the saying grin and bear it, kinda feels that way to me right now just getting on with it. I feel sad that not even a month into my relationship A: It's close to over B: We are having to take breaks to get over it.
Not that I blame Jon for suggesting it but I don't think it was right for us, me and Jen can talk through anything even with we are so mad, it just takes a little time.
But now we both have to wait till Thursday without knowing if we still have something to save.
Work is quiet at the moment so I am enjoying my lastt few days on cp and also going onto my website.
I have enjoyed looking over my girlfriends past journal entries so I could look over the good ones.
Well I will be back later with an update if I have anything to update.