Monday Monday
Yup it's Monday the most Soul Crushing day of the week, well it's now been two weeks since I last saw my girlfriend and doing well considering.
It's her dad's birthday so Happy Birthday Dad lol well he's not my father in law yet....lol
Kidding though it would be kinda funny to call him dad. I am keeping the more Spike attitude right now than Angel's gloomy one.
It's been a rough weekend but I guess like a storm you just have to try ride through, though sometimes you get hit by lightening.
I am trying to get myself out of the mind frame that I am alone in my dealings. It's difficult I have been there for a long time.
I didn't sleep so well 6 hours broken sleep isn't enough, I felt bad for the fighting that night.
I hate to go asleep on an argument because your mind doesn't shut down it keeps thinking and replaying.
Again we have made it through a bad fight and I hope soon we can stop the fighting for a longer time frame.
But you have to fight on because sometimes it's all you can do.
Love finds away.
You just have to believe that and it will come true.
That's all for now, oh one last thing Arsenal beat Local Rivals Tottenham 5 goals to 4 :D
It's her dad's birthday so Happy Birthday Dad lol well he's not my father in law yet....lol
Kidding though it would be kinda funny to call him dad. I am keeping the more Spike attitude right now than Angel's gloomy one.
It's been a rough weekend but I guess like a storm you just have to try ride through, though sometimes you get hit by lightening.
I am trying to get myself out of the mind frame that I am alone in my dealings. It's difficult I have been there for a long time.
I didn't sleep so well 6 hours broken sleep isn't enough, I felt bad for the fighting that night.
I hate to go asleep on an argument because your mind doesn't shut down it keeps thinking and replaying.
Again we have made it through a bad fight and I hope soon we can stop the fighting for a longer time frame.
But you have to fight on because sometimes it's all you can do.
Love finds away.
You just have to believe that and it will come true.
That's all for now, oh one last thing Arsenal beat Local Rivals Tottenham 5 goals to 4 :D