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So, I'm here.
In Vancouver.
It's three hours in the future, my time, so I'm actually pretty exhausted.
And my brother's here.
And... he's....
Tashi.
Not stoned Tashi.
Not drunk Tashi.
Not even sleepy Tashi.
He's my brother. He's speaking in sentances, the kind with words. He's admitting to all the shit he did. He's got a really hideous tan. He's calling me nicknames and giving me hugs and cracking jokes.
And fuck, now I'm crying.
Because I remember how much I missed this. How much I needed to not be the oldest one. To have someone I could cling to, someone I could be "Poodle" to (Yes, he calls me Poodle. Or Snookums, or Pumpkin, or Fonebone).
I needed my big brother.
Aaand, he's rubbing my back.
And the floor's heated.
Whoo!
I'm SO happy.
the end.
In Vancouver.
It's three hours in the future, my time, so I'm actually pretty exhausted.
And my brother's here.
And... he's....
Tashi.
Not stoned Tashi.
Not drunk Tashi.
Not even sleepy Tashi.
He's my brother. He's speaking in sentances, the kind with words. He's admitting to all the shit he did. He's got a really hideous tan. He's calling me nicknames and giving me hugs and cracking jokes.
And fuck, now I'm crying.
Because I remember how much I missed this. How much I needed to not be the oldest one. To have someone I could cling to, someone I could be "Poodle" to (Yes, he calls me Poodle. Or Snookums, or Pumpkin, or Fonebone).
I needed my big brother.
Aaand, he's rubbing my back.
And the floor's heated.
Whoo!
I'm SO happy.
the end.