Rants and Raves
Ugh. I'm just so indifferant right now. I'm not mad, but i'm not 100% Happy like I should be. I feel like sometimes people just don't understand me, or the way my mind thinks, i'm not sure god even knows, i'm so strange. It's like I can hardly decode myself, so why would other people be able to? The smallest words or phrases or even actions can totally alter my attitude in point zero seconds. It's like certain words tick me off and some make me totally the opposite.
But anyway, I'm just saying that because lately people have been hitting those words on target. And it's mixing me all up. I'm a emotional rollercoster, arg! Oh well. Here comes summertime again. Great. The summer where I can sit and contemplate why I am single again, and why I am nearly 100 per cent sure I will never find love-- ever. So i'll just feed off of romantic, summer movies that will make me feel even more morose, and then I'll whine to my mother, who will insist that my destiny contains a man. But my dad, he can't wait-- for all I know he wants to freaking arrange a marriage! lol. Old country, Old ideas. That's my motto for my dad. He keeps asking me, "So do you have a boyfriend yet?" "Have you ever been kissed?" Oh, my god, dad, that's a totally differant ballpark, american father's don't ask their kids that! lol. But.. hmm. Life goes on right? You can't just wish for something and get it? I mean one time I wished I would break my arm, and god knows, that it came true.... x100. I ended up with a metal plate.. but.. the point is, you can't wish upon a star, no matter how magical and perfect it sounds and then WHAM! The next day mr. right is at your door, you know? I need to get out of the house and MEET PEOPLE! Not sit here on my you know what and think, "man, I need to meet somone." Ok, i'm wayy to far into this and no one really wants to hear about my romantic fantasies and/or lack of involvement.
So, I'm done! Hah.
Hope you enjoyed that, becasue this summer, there's tons more where that sap came from. *muaw*
*bal'shoi Lyubit!* *blows kiss*
Anna
P.s. Hah, me and Heidi have the same mood. Darn her!
But anyway, I'm just saying that because lately people have been hitting those words on target. And it's mixing me all up. I'm a emotional rollercoster, arg! Oh well. Here comes summertime again. Great. The summer where I can sit and contemplate why I am single again, and why I am nearly 100 per cent sure I will never find love-- ever. So i'll just feed off of romantic, summer movies that will make me feel even more morose, and then I'll whine to my mother, who will insist that my destiny contains a man. But my dad, he can't wait-- for all I know he wants to freaking arrange a marriage! lol. Old country, Old ideas. That's my motto for my dad. He keeps asking me, "So do you have a boyfriend yet?" "Have you ever been kissed?" Oh, my god, dad, that's a totally differant ballpark, american father's don't ask their kids that! lol. But.. hmm. Life goes on right? You can't just wish for something and get it? I mean one time I wished I would break my arm, and god knows, that it came true.... x100. I ended up with a metal plate.. but.. the point is, you can't wish upon a star, no matter how magical and perfect it sounds and then WHAM! The next day mr. right is at your door, you know? I need to get out of the house and MEET PEOPLE! Not sit here on my you know what and think, "man, I need to meet somone." Ok, i'm wayy to far into this and no one really wants to hear about my romantic fantasies and/or lack of involvement.
So, I'm done! Hah.
Hope you enjoyed that, becasue this summer, there's tons more where that sap came from. *muaw*
*bal'shoi Lyubit!* *blows kiss*
Anna
P.s. Hah, me and Heidi have the same mood. Darn her!