you see the word around you, and you process it, you can internalize it or you can refuse it, but you cant ignore it. It happens, life is there. and how are we supposed to deal with it? Is there a right way? I think all of us do it differently, and we make connections based on how similarly we do, or make connections on how oblivious we are to it. which in all- is not really a connection at all. Not on any real level. but then who is to say what is really real. everything is right here, its in the earth we just need to realize it. there is no town too small, there is no city too suffocating. we can all develop what we want. we just have to figure it out and its here. we should all go though a catharsis. I believe in it just to see easier.